Smile , it's all going to be ok.

These 2 weeks will be the busiest time so far. I know it's just creeping up on me, and with so much not in place for the shoot, i am concerned that by the time i realize it , i won't be able to handle it. There's so much uncertainty , and with only days left to settle everything, it will take a miracle, and God's help in scheduling.

I know people in my inner circle of friends and loved ones are going through tough times as well. The best solution is to leave it in the hands of a higher power, when all we can do isn't enough. It reminds me i'm only human.

The coolest hairstyle!

Jo Jo did the coolest hairstyle ever! It's like the hairstyle i always coveted, but can never do it cause my hair texture can't take it. So i'm glad she did it cause i like looking at it. ( and continuing to covet it)

HAHHAHAHAAHHAA.





I love the dye job too! I think hair really makes a person because you can look so different! Now Jo Jo is funky gal!

Friendship Banquet

Carol and I went down to help decorate the place for the Friendship Banquet. Thanks to Nicole, Eunice Tan, and Edison and some others too.

Here are some pictures of the ppl, but i forgot to take pics of the decorations.



Carol looking glam as usual.



Scared/Nervous/Feeling out of place



The Stripes.




Jennie checking out Glam Carol.

CNY Hairstyles!

Charmaine and me went to get our hair down at Kimage.





Haha. Well, i guess it didn't turn out the way we want it.

Hmm. I think... i think...

What do you believe? Do you believe in a theory? And what makes that theory true enough, that you would believe it? This is what i thought after a conversation today, and i felt a little down after that. My belief is based on as much facts and i can find to support it, but somehow it doesn't seem good enough. Of course , there are always doubts thrown in along the way, making you wonder. In fact, i have questions that i've never had answered before. But is it enough that the belief changed me from the inside out , such that essentially, the core of my being is still the same, even though the edges have frayed? Does that make my belief, good enough? Sufficient that i can say it is my truth?

And then when i got home, i just wished i had a quiet night, where the conversation was just between 2 people, and it was perhaps intercut with long pauses, and just silence, of just knowing there was someone else next to you, and that's enough. I feel like just closing my eyes, and falling asleep, but my hair's wet. I think i'll just sleep anyway.

Hee... :D

A pic of Ed .






Ed in a nose.





Macho Ed.

Familiar?

Saw this name card with a familiar chinese name. Guess who?

Adjustment Phase

You know how you miss a friend, relative, person, and then you don't see them for sometime, and you get used to it? And then you see them again ,and you're all excited and then, its as if you're back to square one again, and when they don't meet up as often, you get into the initial adjustment phase of trying not to be missing them, and just carrying on with life as if they weren't there. Why is it, the time you need to speak to someone, or just have someone to listen, no one is there? The feeling sucks, but perhaps its just God's way of telling you to deal with it on your own.

I think i need to do that. Just, not care too much, or just learn to be on my own all over again. I think finding the balancing point is hard, but i'll find it eventually.