Edwin Cheng

I love my boy. I have pictures of us in front of me, and i'm really glad i met someone like him.

I am a teeth grinder

Today i finally went and got a mouth guard fixed. My teeth has been more sensitive recently, and previously, on a few occasions my jaw feels achy. Well, my aunt once pointed out to me while i was on holiday at her place, that every single day, in the early mornings, i grind my teeth, and rather loudly. Now that i think about it, i think my grinding has gone back to when i was still in film school, and we had to go to Thailand to get our reels processed, and i remember how i was sharing a room with a friend, and she thought i was awake in bed eating something. Creepy..

I hope the guard works! The price is a little steep, but if it helps, why not? Prevention is really better than cure, and i do need teeth for eating.

Just now, i read the headlines of the papers about how our kidneys are really important because they help to remove toxins from the body. I've always thought it was our liver, and figured that since i don't drink or smoke, then, it didn't really matter. But it seems that our kidneys are really important too. I wish i could find the article and cut and paste it here. But anyway, just be healthy. I mean, i guess, if we don't even exercise to BE healthy, then at least we shouldn't make our health worst right? Ultimately health is the most important of all. Not even money comes close.

Yesterday

I was just looking at Liz's 'Save the Date' invite for her wedding in May. Both of them look really calm and happy in the picture, as if they were just really good friends. I wonder if that picture was taken before they really got together, or it was already after. Imagine meeting someone you're so comfortable with, someone that makes you calm, and just at peace inside. Imagine being together , and deciding you didn't want to spend the rest of your life with someone else, because it didn't even interest you to want to find out what that would be like. You're just happy.

Liz and Ben are just perfect for each other, and i can't think of a better match than that.

Today in church, well, i think maybe it was the day before, but i got a bit scared about time, the lack of it, or how everything's going to come to some sort of end. I started thinking about Ed, and wonder how much time we would have together before the world exploded into a ball of fire, and it wasn't the end that really worried me, but more that i wish for more time. I don't know if it's age, or work, or just growing up, time just passes so much faster, sometimes i wish i was a kid again, so it seemed like it went on and on.

It's probably around the time of the month, so my emotions are like WWWWWeird, so i'm feeling a bit scared/nervous even over things like work tmr. Sometimes, i get worried enough, and i just wish i could ask someone ' It's going to be ok right? I can handle it right?' Like i said, WWWWWWeird. So if you get a random sms from me, please be nice, i'm just being scared for a second.

I hope this week will be good. Please God make this week, and the next and the one after, and after that be good, and keep us safe.