Baby Crazy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WVLUKjCWw2Y&feature=channel

I uploaded 3 videos of Caroline's kid. I was telling Ed how babies are dangerous creatures. They cloud your judgement with their cuteness and softness so it makes you want to have one of your own, even though you might not be mature enough to have one, or afford a kid.

But i bet when anyone looks at that sweet face of a boy, that's the last thing on anyone's mind and everything and anything is possible.

Carol's boy!

Caden Ngian, born 16th Jan at 7.05am weighing 3.1 kg.

Closing my eyes and holding my breath

I thought i would write an entry as i wait for my 'whitening' face mask to do it's job. Tomorrow is the 2nd week of the year, well the 3rd week if you want to get technical. I think I'm still feeling the blues about having to go back to work again. As i was walking home from Carol's place, i was wondering whether I've really found what i want to do for the rest of my life, and the answer is , no. Although there have been good moments with this job, I think of it more like a 'savings plan' for my future. A constant income coming in, CPF...

Are some of us just destined to study whatever we want, but not make anything out of it in the real world? I remember looking forward to work before, but i think it had to do mostly with the people i worked with.

Tonight I'll say a prayer for the people close to me. My family, Ed, Carol & Yanling, Charmaine, Anthea ;people who i know wish for something better in life, some slack, happiness, sufficiency. I'll pray we'll all be happy and not let our surroundings, situation dampen our mood. May we all remember to take things in perspective and worry less. May the urge to close my eyes and hold my breath , disappear soon.